Lonely Boy

A lonely boy
In this lonely planet
Falling in love
Feeling the wrath
Got broke his heart
And no longer could stand it
 
It wasn’t the love that died
It wasn’t the memories either
The thread that was holding us together
Gave way to things that were more important
That had more priority
 
So if you will ask me
Was it a huge loss
I will say no
As everything that happens teaches you a great deal
Creates memories that go deep
It shapes you as a person
Brings you closer to your feet
 
Maybe the beginning was wrong
The roots were not too strong
A little wind blew our castle away
What we thought could even handle a fucking volcano
 
Now the walls are closing in
Suddenly the world doesn’t seem so rosy
Even the moon seems to have lost its shine
While I committed no crime
But this is my life
And I need to live it
All this whining will just keep me behind

Reasons

So there were numerous reasons for you to stay back
But you choose the one that took you away
Now I am waiting with my heart in my hand
And I am scared how will my story end

You should have known the facts
You should have tried to relax
You should have thought of it before
Because I am madly in love
While you are running for the shore

Everything is right when you and I are together
Still you are afraid to take that step
Knowing we will create wonders
Why won’t you take my hand
How hard is it to take a stand

I was a happy go lucky guy
But now I am just a nervous wreck
Was it supposed to end so badly
Was only tasting love my destiny

It can’t be over just yet
Because our story is far from over
Give it wings and it will fly
Won’t let it ever dry
You feel happy and alive
Our love is meant to survive

So hold my hand
And bring yourself closer
Let’s create something incredible
That the world won’t easily understand

fighting

You ain’t going anywhere

You ain’t going anywhere
Just keep getting closer to me everyday
Because that smile of yours binds me
Whole day keeps on reminding me
How wonderful it is to spend time with someone
Who is completely different than my usual humdrum

Nobody would take these moments away
We are writing a new page of our life everyday
Our pictures speak a lot
We are closer than we ever thought
The mystery is still not solved
Why you love me, why isn’t our love lost?

So if you are still having second thoughts
Just hold my hands and take a walk
Because I ain’t letting you go anywhere
You have to promise to stay with me
Through the ageing years
Because I suck at being a loner
I like somebody to hold me together
Somebody to protect me from dogs and bears

So if you have decided to stay
To raise hell with me everyday
Just say you love me a lot
Don’t just pretend
But really like my thoughts
Because with words I can paint a thousand pictures
But with your hand in my hand I can make them true
Make them real and make them good.

Paint

The Unknown Love

Can it really happen!!

Can you fall in love with a person just my reading some stuff that she wrote on a page and that too not just for you but for the whole world to see.

Can anyone be so delusional that he starts thinking that there can be some possibility of them being together somewhere in the future.

Probably not or maybe yes.

Like they say there are some things which can never be answered. Definitely not when the answers are needed the most.

So what can a person do at this point?

I guess nothing except doing the usual and waiting for the destiny to work in its own magical way.

Yes even I believe in destiny. It’s not that I leave everything upon it, but still sometimes you gotta leave some stuff to the other world so that they can work on  it to the best of their ability.

But I can’t get stuck with this thought in mind. Because I don’t know for sure what love actually is?

Yes it’s true, because I keep on falling in love and out of it frequently. I can even fall in love with complete strangers just by seeing them pass right through me. Yes I know it’s weird, but what can I do; I guess I am wired that way for spreading love in this world.

And the funny thing is it’s not like it just happens in my head, I even get the basic symptoms of the disease of love like the feeling of deprivation of oxygen, the world getting slower, building up of imaginative scenarios and like that in my mind.

You might call it craziness but this actually happens to me all the time. I can’t really point out why but I love this feeling while it lasts.

Because there is no drama of breakups, relationships. Your heart never gets crushed; you just enjoy the feeling without the strings attached.

So when sometimes people ask me, what according to me is love?

I just tell them this…

Love doesn’t grow on trees

It makes people go weak on their knees

 

 

Love is happiness.

Love is sorrow

If  you believe in it

It will always  be here and there

Today and tomorrow

 

Love is like a rainbow

Which comes after a rain

To feel it

You will have to go

Through some setbacks and some pains

 

 

Love is like sun rays

After dark

You know you will get it

Till then

You just have to walk

That lonely path    

 

 

If it wasn’t meant to be, It will never be the way you want