He was something

It was not a game

It was more than that

It was what he always wanted

But actually never had

 

 

He was not a monster

Nor was he a saint

He just wanted to be in control

But always lost it in a flash

 

 

He had some good days and some bad

But he never was rude

Nor was he ever sad

He lived carefree

And wanted everybody else to be tension free

 

 

He slept a little

But dreams he always had

For them to be accomplished

He gave whatever he had

He was passionate

He had spark in his eyes

But not everybody could see it

Because he was good with disguise

 

He was good at stealing hearts

As he had no heart of his own

He lost it somewhere down the road

And just wanted to figure out what’s behind those close doors.

 

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Nothing makes sense

 

 

 

 

 

 

Love doesn’t make sense

Hell, even life doesn’t make sense

But in the end

You got to take some chance

 

You got to mix with the crowd

You got to handle the pain

Because without doing all this

You cannot move on, life will be in vain

 

You got to learn at every step

You got to handle people of all kinds

You got to bear the heartbreaks

Then only will you be able to shine

 

People will lie, people will die

They will misunderstand you

They will curse and they will cry

Just hold on to your horses

Let life run its course

Just wait for the right opportunity

Just wait for to score the goal

 

 

Because in the end

All you have got is yourself

Nobody’s is going to come to pick up your trash

Just some silent spectators and some mimes

You got to build your own path

You got to face the wrath

And alone you got to pass the finish line

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Not all alone

Everything was going well
I was happy as hell
And then I found this girl
Who was something out of the blue

I texted, I chatted
I poured my heart out
She smiled, she just smiled
And went away to some other castle

She was not a monster
She was not a witch in disguise
She just didn’t took me seriously
As she was lost in her dreams
Which she wanted to fulfill in time

Bespectacled, well dressed she was
She had an aura of her own
She ruled many hearts
But couldn’t call anyone her own

She was as lost as others
She had  no idea where her heart had gone
She pretended as if everything was under her control
In all of this she forgot she was not all alone

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I know I screwed up

I know It was my fault

In the end you left me

Now all there left is my little broken heart

 

It has shattered into pieces

But It still hasn’t died

With everything it has got

It still wanna make you smile

 

It still cares

It will try to make your day

I will never forget about you

It will never rest for a single day

 

You always were the biggest part of my life

You always will remain so

Because it’s hard to change the road

Where we dreamed as one soul

It’s harder to forget someone who has been always there

It’s even harder to forget someone like you

You are my everything even more than you will ever know

 

We were so happy

You were part of my everything

I know I made some mistakes

But you left me with nothing

Now all there is left are some big dark holes

And I am pretty sure no one can fill them

Because no one can love me more

 

I don’t want this to be my bitter end

Because I read somewhere, If you don’t try

The love was never yours never in the first place

It was not meant for your heart’s land…

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The pages of my life
I started filling them without thinking twice
I realized I was being stupid
Filling everything without thinking

But it was too late
I was down to the middle of the page
There was only so much left space to write
I couldn’t build castles for my bride..
I could only write a thing or two
But that won’t be enough for two

So it was then I decided
Will live my life alone
Will not let anyone come
Near my heart’s throne
Will always be master of my own universe.
Because I wrote my destiny with my bare hands..
It was all my doing for which now I will have to take a stand

May be someday I will get an extra sheet
To fill my life with more things that I need.
Till then life will go as it is..
I will not complain or crib about anything
Will live my life till I get extinct..