You still stand a chance

Long story short
It wasn’t what I thought
The life that I imagined for me
Had gone for a toss

The people I trusted
All the time broke my heart
So finally I stopped loving
Thinking it would heal the feelings I lost

It didn’t work out
Life was still spiraling down
No other solution was in sight
So thought of keeping life a little tight
By giving it one last ride

But the feelings were lost
No love was gained
Nobody worthy enough
To keep in my hearts stand

Still I am travelling
With my heart in my arms
Maybe I will find her someday
Holding my missing piece
Keeping it closer, Keeping it calm

So all you heartbroken people
All you hopeless romantics out there
We still stand a chance
We have a long way to go
We have so much left to say
Don’t break the tip of your pen yet
The race is far from over
You still stand a chance

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Truth will set you free

Truth will set you free
Lie will hold you down
If you keep on following any path blindly
You will surely drown

Pick up your bags
Stop slacking
Don’t crash
Start living each day with all you got
Stop snoring
Start doing all you can
Forget to sleep until the time you can

So many meaningless things around
Some materialistic, some emotional
Overcome them all
Keep your head high
Don’t let the crown fall down

Avoid the people who drain you
Start claiming all you came for
Find your power, find your clan
It is a big bad world out there
Manage it all with your own strength

So what if you miss having people around
Let everything free, whatever holds you down
Time waits for nobody
It goes out without a bang
If you keep on wasting it
You will be left alone with nothing substantial in your hands

So what are you waiting for
Go on climb that fence
Don’t look back on your mistakes
Just learn a lesson
Don’t repeat the same
You will be fine if you won’t stop
Live your life to the fullest
Don’t have regrets
Don’t be a bitter friend.

LiDe

Inner glow

Let me sleep
Let me have some dreams
Show me your real colors
Life is not just a fairy dream
Emotions are always running high
Don’t play with my soul
Don’t you even try

I just want to create a little place for me
Some place where expectations are met
Where you don’t need to cry holy hell

Need somebody to share my soul
It’s not on rent
It’s a lifetime deal
Just hop on the bandwagon
Don’t you put a full stop on my dreams

Time is high to rethink my whole life
Where I want to head
Where I don’t want to go
Whom to include in my friend list
Whose entry pass to cut down in million piece

So share a moment of joy
Maybe one or two
Live the life that you always wanted to
Don’t be tied down by imaginary lines
Don’t listen to the sounds of bad minds

Create your whole life story
With your own hands
Put up a fight with whosoever
You cannot really stand
Scream on the top of your voice
You will not keep quite
You will show the world
What you are made up of
You will show the world
Your Inner Glow

Glow

No matter what

No matter what you cook
No matter how you look
No matter what you eat
Just don’t stop what you are doing
Just don’t quit
 
Move the mountains
Climb the chains
Swim the rivers
Forget the pain
 
Show the world what you got
Show them your strength
Show them how it is done
Claim your throne
Haters you don’t need to withstand
 
I will take you to the stars
I will sway you with my pace
You will gasp for your breath
After having me in your life
You will feel several good little heart attacks
 
 
Chicken out or quit
Will no longer be an option
I will be your life coach
Always straightening your life stream
You will see the world with whole new light
You no longer will have to elude your darker dreams
 
 
If you have some passion
Stick to it till the last
Don’t drop the ball in between
Just keep on mastering your craft
 
 
You don’t have to do it alone
Grab my hand
Let me hold you on
Together we can accomplish all
Let me just little show you around
Struggle

You ain’t going anywhere

You ain’t going anywhere
Just keep getting closer to me everyday
Because that smile of yours binds me
Whole day keeps on reminding me
How wonderful it is to spend time with someone
Who is completely different than my usual humdrum

Nobody would take these moments away
We are writing a new page of our life everyday
Our pictures speak a lot
We are closer than we ever thought
The mystery is still not solved
Why you love me, why isn’t our love lost?

So if you are still having second thoughts
Just hold my hands and take a walk
Because I ain’t letting you go anywhere
You have to promise to stay with me
Through the ageing years
Because I suck at being a loner
I like somebody to hold me together
Somebody to protect me from dogs and bears

So if you have decided to stay
To raise hell with me everyday
Just say you love me a lot
Don’t just pretend
But really like my thoughts
Because with words I can paint a thousand pictures
But with your hand in my hand I can make them true
Make them real and make them good.

Paint

Tiny Pieces of My Soul

From the bits and tiny little parts of my soul
I was staring down at you
And you were staring back at me
The place was crowded
Though our attention undivided
Something connected and it just wasn’t the wifi

You tried to hide it
You tried to avoid it
But it came catching back to you
You had to surrender
The force was just too powerful to control

You fell deeper, deeper than the deepest hole
You wanted to see me
You wanted to meet me
All the time, all that very moment
Because you couldn’t hold it
Wanted to rest on my broad shoulders
Wanted to hold my hands and become a lot bolder

The wind was light
The whole picture was turning out to be perfectly bright
The roses were there
The scene was set
I was going to propose you
Towards the sunset

But then it hit me
A lot of things weren’t over
A hell lot of bad karma was stopping me
By creating a thick border
The glass was completely empty
There wasn’t a single drop
The cloud had burst already
The dream was dead
I had to go back to the same morbid hell

Because the picture ain’t always perfect
There are always but’s and why’s
There is always an anti-hero
We all slip down that slippery slope
But we won’t fail
Because we haven’t lost hope
We have to give the tests
We have to go for a sail
To prove the strength of our character
To prove the love that we have

Rosy

Don’t be Ordinary

Things can escalate quickly
You can find yourself going south
If you are not careful
You could get in trouble
There could be no way out

Relationships can too change within a few seconds
A single line of yours
Could break it apart
Or mend it forever
You could be with the one
With the least of troubles

If you have no goal
You are just wasting your time
If you won’t try
You will always hate yourself
Whenever you will get time to reflect

It’s not the end of the story
You still have got time
Stop waiting for things to change on their own
Go do something worthwhile with your time

Unleash your passion
Pick a thing
Stick to it
No matter what
Don’t stop
Don’t quit
Life is only a play
Be anybody you want to be
Just don’t be ordinary

Ordinary

Troubled

I am not over

I still have it in me

I am not a sad story

At least not an incomplete one

I could rise from the ashes

Take back my kingdom

Nobody to stop me

I have done my preparation

 

So many chapters to be written

So much time has already passed

So many things have happened

But let’s let it rest in the past

 

I have nearly broken so many of my dreams

I wake up screaming

Seeing my own fears come to reality in my dreams

There is nothing more horrible

To walk with all that pain

All the pent up anger

Just throwing my life everyday in the drain

 

Where have I landed

Which direction is my life going around

Happiness eludes me

Takes refuge in somebody else’s hometown

 

Snatch me from myself

Take me far away

Pump me up with confidence

That all bad things will one day fade away

 

Smiling faces no longer feel safe

Everybody is wearing a mask

Fake people all around

Waiting for the other to fall

To take their place in life’s play

 

When will this all end

When will hope rise again

Slowly I am getting eroded from earth everyday

There’s no solution in sight

Just a handful of friends

Who have promised to stick together

Through thick and thin

Death, for instance

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———– Live the way you want to, not the way others want you to ————

Day2Day

So everything is changing
There is no longer any control
The things which seemed definite
Have slowly begun to move and erode

The dream which I saw for myself
No longer seems plausible
Where is my life heading
I have no clue
And no plans
To get somewhere nice
Where I could cool

I am bored with my surroundings
I am bored with the same old things
I want change
I want to move
I want to go in different directions
I don’t want to stay at one place
I don’t want to see another crowd
Just occupying my every other day

I miss those past days
I miss my old life
If I get a chance to repeat it all
I would take different decisions
Without even thinking twice

When did it all start?
Where did I go wrong?
Which path was it?
Which started this never ending sad song?

I wish, I could get some answers
They would have solved a lot of things
I probably would have been happier
If the things weren’t going this bad, like they
usually seemed

I retrospect, I regret
I try to change my tone
If I realize my mistake
I always atone
Never take unnecessary blame
Never throw without provocation any stone…

day2day

Uncertain

Who thought that growing up won’t be easy
And that people would suck the very happiness out of you
That you won’t be getting your personal time
Your whole life would revolve around pleasing someone

The blind rat race
The materialistic world
No place for honesty
Everybody giving you a downward push

Where is hope?
It’s too hard to find now
Did I lose it on my way up?
Or it took the other path around

So many familiar faces
But none that I could call my own
Selfishness and Self centerdness all around
Things have now taken a very bad turn

Uncertain about my future
I don’t know where I want to be
I don’t know If I am on the right track
Or moving further away from my destiny

I want her even she knows it too
But she won’t ever be mine
Because everything here is marked according to face value
And I ain’t no Brad Pitt or Tom cruise
I just got bags of emotions and feelings stuck to my body that can never be removed

Just listen to my words
And grasp the intensity too
I like, I care, I am mad about you
My feelings are true
And my heart beats faster with you

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